Well I'm in band! duh..and I dance like a whole bunches of days a week...at the Dance Academy of Bellevue. I love to be with my friends..and in the band room of course!
Bday: 9/6/86 almost 17!
Class of: 2004
Hair/Eyes/etc. brown hair, brown eyes, 102 lbs.
Family: I have one brother who is in 6th grade and I live with both of my parents. All of my cousins live in town and some go to TJ! My cousin Karagin who is 17 months eats snow and lickes popsicle off carpet!
Future: I am either going to Wartburg or Morningside college...I'm gonna major in elementary education and minor in spanish. I plan on coming back to C.B.-sadly enough-and teaching at L.C. I'm gonna have at least 3 kids of my own and plan on becoming a foster parent. My first girl will be Emma Mae, and my first boy will be Isaiah Michael.
well what can ya do? things didn't work out so well with sam, go figure. i think i can owe a special thanks to someone for that...gah. other than that nothings changed. my life is extremely hectic and stressful. I'm going nuts trying to figure out this college shit...but other than that i'm happy. really happy. so everythings great I guess...and if its not it will be soon enough. yeah, well i'm out.
If I could change one thing, I'd always think twice
If I could take back the past, I'd never look forward
If I could do everything perfect, I'd never be wrong
If I could love everyone, I wouldn't be human
If I could forgive every wrong doing, I would be realistic
If I could stop worrying about the future, I'd dream my life away
If I could dream without restrictions, I could follow every one.
If I could see everything clearly, I would make the right decisions
If I could touch heaven, I would change today
If I could touch another soul, I'd do it now
If I could remember what was forgotten, I'd fondle each memory
If I could remember I am not perfect, I'd ask for forgiveness each day.
HAVE YOU EVER~
Rolled Down a Hill- hell ya, I have a hill in the back yard...we roll down it like all summer! jesh
Fell Out of A chair- um...yeah a share fair of time
Cheated on a Game- haha many times
Had SEx- as simple as this question is, its too hard for me to explain...ask if you really wanna know...but according to both of us the answer would be no
LOVE LIFE ~
Are you straight?- DEFINALTY
Do you have a crush, bf, or gf?- leave me alone
What is their name?- I'm sure you know
What do you like about them?- He's honest, I can trust him, we understand each other
Do you want to marry them- oh god, honestly we're freakin in high school, I'm not getting married, but as for anyone else I guess its a common topic
How long have you known them- about a year
How long have you liked them- about a year
Are you in love?- its hard to tell, and I really don't wanna think about
Do you believe in love at first site?- yes
how about second site?- sure why not
Are you confident with ur 'special person'- until the critisizing begins
Can you tell them anything- yeah
Do you let them take advantage of you?- depends on who you ask, I don't think I do, but apartenly a lot of people don't believe in forgiving
What would you do without them- I dunno, I'd be ok, I'm sure
Do you miss them- yeah
Do you spend a lot of time together? not a whole lot, but enough
How long do u think ur realtionship will last? well there isn't much of a relationship there, but I think we'll be friends for a long time.
JUST SOME STUFF
What do u do/think right b4 u go to bed? when I need to set the alarm
What is ur morning routine? wake up, close my eyes, ignore the alarm, wake up again, go back to sleep, mom comes in, wake up again, get up slowly, take a shower, do my hair, get dressed, makeup, find money for breakfast, put the dog in the kennel, slowly make my way outside to the car
*Personal* m,
-Are you straight, gay, or bi?: STRAIGHT-STRAIGHT
-Did you go to prom in high school?: frosh year, junior year and this year
-Do you believe in God?: yah
-What is your religious belief?: lutheran
-Did OJ do it?: um yah. duh.
-What are some of your phobias?: death, drowning, being alone
-What is your major in college (if you?re in college):Elementary Ed, minors in spanish and music with endorsement en early childhood education
-Do you want children in the future?: of course, I love kids
-Do you want to get married?: sure do
-How many people have you had sex with?: gah not again
-Guys or girls?: Uh guys
-Have you ever kissed anyone of the same sex?: um...no thats disqusting
-Did you like it?: probably not, since its never happened
-Do you carry a purse?: yeah, wtf else would I do w/my shit?
-How do you eat a Reese?s Peanut Buttercup?: take a bite, swallow, repeat
-Are you right or left handed?: RIGHTY!
-What is under your bed?: clothes, old toys, barbies, buckets or mcdonalds toys
-What posters do you have on your walls?: none
-Have you ever been hospitalized?: yeah, frosh year got heat exhaustion, same thing my junior year, broke my wrist twice
-What?s the weirdest place you?ve ever had sex?: my room
NICK...ok it all clicked about those messages you sent me the other night! gah I'm sorry, I was mad. I like Sam, but I don't like Scott...not like that anyway. But not to worry, everythings good. You're my hero! be happy!
well hi, gah so I got called into work last night so...of course I went. Why would I pass up the opportunity for more money? Hm...duh. I woke up this morning and the sun was shining and the birds were chirping..all that cheesy shit and I get ready to go to Central for 2nd hour and I'm walking outside and its freakin raining and snowing...I wasn't a very happy person, cuz I definately didn't bring a coat. gah...oh well. But anyway, NICK, you don't smell like Burger King...I promise!!!! Lol, and you're not ugly. man, sometimes I wonder about you. Everything else is going fantastic...I got a letter from Dana College yesterday and their going to give me almost 4 thousand dollars for a music scholarship alone...gah. I just hope that Morningside will give me somewhere close to that. I don't want to go to Dana, I just want everyone to leave me alone, give me money and let me go to Morningside. I haven't felt that comfertable in as long as I can remember, surely longer than I've been in high school...I just want to be there. People care, and that is just something that I need. People knew my name after I was only there 2 hours...people came up to me and already knew my name and so much about me! gah its just so much different than high school. so perfect. Oh well, I noticed that there are people who don't want me to go there, I get these remarks about 'well why can't you go to ISU or UNI?' gah whose desicion is it? cuz I don't think its yours! I can't stand sitting in a classroom with 200 other people....or being in a place that only 30 or so people know who you are....no I'm not gonna go through high school again. Good try, but no cigar. Nor do I wanna go to school with more than half of the people in my class as well as with kids from other years. Duh! gah...Liz is gonna help me move into the dorms in August, so that will be fun. And I'm gonna see Sam soon, so that'll be nice I didn't know that he was that cute! gah he has curly hair and everything and he is so much fun...its like a party all the time. I'm so excited....oh um..this is morningside Sam, not to be confused with work Sam. Lol. Anyway, I should pry get started on my final paper for Workplace.
[`Name] Rebecca
[`Nicknames] Becky, Becca, Ms. Becky
[`Birthday] 09-06-86
[`Age] 17
[`Astrological sign?] Virgo
[`Chinese zodiac sign?] como? I think a tiger
[`Location] IA
[`Sexual Preference] boys
[`Marital Status] single...although I am very content
[`Religion] Lutheran
[`Current Hair color/length] brown, medium legnth
[`Eye color... W/ & W/O contacts] Brown...glasses..i know ;[
[`Height] gah like 5'4 5'5
[`Parents still together?] Yeah
[`Siblings? ] brother
[`Nieces/Nephews? ] hm...I sure hope not...gah nate's on 13
[`Kids of your own? ] Lmao...no absolutely not
[`Grandkids? ] well don't you think that if I don't have my own kids it would be a lil hard for grandkids?? huh??
[`Pets?] 1 dog...we had a fish but it died
[`In school/graduated? ] Senior in high school, but I'm enrolled IWCC classes
[`Rent, lease, or own your home? ] well my padres own my house
[`What do you do for work? ] lmao sears..good life great prices...well kinda
[`How much do you make? ] enough...and I will be getting my raise soon
[`Have any credit cards? ] no
[`What do you drive? ] 89 grandam
Preferences
Favorites
[`Color] pink
[`Number ] 3
[`Animal ] lol, look in the previous entry
[`Vehicle ] avalanche...blue or yellow
[`Flower ] pink rose
[`Scent ] hm...warm vanilla sugar, raspberries
[`Shape ] como? shapes...huh? ok...i pick............Circle
[`Drinks ] juice and pop...and chocolate milk...lol
[`Soda ] Dr. Pepper or Mr. Pibb
[`Book ] hm.hm.....no
[`Band ] I dunno
[`Song ] gah i love music...but the song thing would go on forevery
[`Color your hair? ] I have its not really now though
[`Twirl your hair? ] como? no
[`Have tattoos? ] nope
[`Piercings? ] my ears
[`Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ] no
[`Cheat on tests/homework? ] no...lol, Im not in spanish this term
[`Have a crush ] of course I do..gah...sorry nick ;[
[`Drink/Smoke? ] no...well not lately...I don't smoke...gah I can't wait till next year
[`Like roller coasters? ] gah I love roller coasters
[`Wish you could live somewhere else? ] somedays
[`Want more piercings? ] yeah, like higher up on my ear...but mom said no, and I want my belly button pierced...next year haha it'll be legal
[`Like cleaning? ] WTF? are you dumb?
[`Write in cursive or print? ] cursive..unless i'm having a good print day?? lol
[`Carry a donor card? ] no, but it says on my drivers liscense that I am...."don't take your organs to heaven, heaven knows they need them here on earth." --thats from Tim
[`Swear a lot? ] not really
[`Own a web cam? ] nope
[`Know how to drive? ]well I sure hope so...though somedays when I'm driving my head goes...I wonder if my car will know where to go if I don't move the steering wheel.....and well let me tell ya the car has no idea...and doesn't really care if it runs into something
[`Own a cell phone? ] sure do
[`Ever get off the damn computer? ] rarely
[`Hablar Espanol? ] si
Have you ever...
[`Gotten a speeding ticket?] nope
[`DUI? ] no
[`Been in a wreck? ] no
[`Been arrested? ] wtf? no
[`Been in a fist fight? ] only with nathan
[`Kicked someone in the nuts? ] lmao oh yeah
[`Stolen a car? ] yeah...actually its like a game we play...wtf? gah
[`Stolen anything? ] yeah, not anything like from a store..but from yeah nevermind
[`Held a gun? ] nah
[`Smoked? ] nope
[`Crack? ] nope
[`Drink? ] not in a long time, and pry won't for a long time..gah
[`Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ] yeah..figurtively speaking, its not like someone asked me my name so, i dunno
[`Considered a life of crime? ] yes actually...duh no
[`Considered being a hooker? ] pry not....wouldn't get me very far
[`Been married? ] NO no no no no no no no no
[`Cried over a girl? ] nope
[`Cried over a boy? ] yes
[`Lied to someone? ] yesss
[`Been in love? ] yes
[`Had sex outdoors? ] nope...outdoors like in the backyard...how romantic...gah no
[`Fallen for your best friend? ] Just bryan...i know i know
[`Been rejected? ] yah
[`Been in lust? ] probably
[`Been cheated on? ] yes
[`Been kissed? ] yes, well no...gah duh these questions are ridiculous...obviously, I'm 17 years old and have had my share of boyfriends thanks...give me a little credit..at least a little
have yOu..
x. Fallen for your best friend - lol, Bryan, but other than that I can't say that I have...and trust me I don't know how that happened
x. Been rejected - yeah, every day of my life
x. Been in love - yes
x. Been cheated on - yes
x. Done something you regret - a few times
the last person..
x. You touched - Reese, in a non-preverted way..lol
x. You talked to - Pat
x. You instant messaged - last night, Elizabeth
x. You yelled at - my mom, although if I had any courage at all I would have yelled at my friends, but its much easier to ignore it.
x. You laughed with - gah, Liz
x. you had a crush on - Sam from work, not that thats anything new..lol
x. Who broke your heart - well...gah a couple people this year, oh well.
Do you..
x. Floss daily - no..but I brush.
Have you/do you/do you have..
x. Considered being a pimp - well I think Beth and I talked about being strippers once, but other than that nothing
x. Think you are psycho -oh not..well somedays
x. Split personalities - depends on who you ask
x. Obsessive - yes
x. Obsessive compulsive - most definately
x. Panic - definitely
x. Anxiety - yah
x. Depressed - not really
x. Suicidal - nah
x. Obsessed with hate - como?
x. If you could be anywhere, where would you be - In Sioux City with Stevie, Rayanne, and Sam
x. What are you listening to - haha nothing, i'm in Workplace
x. Can you do anything freakish with your body - como? I can do the splits, if thats what this means...
x. Chicken or fish - chicken
x. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be - I like tapirs, they're funny, and they look like anteaters
x. Current Clothes - Polo Shirt and cami with Jeans
x. Current Mood - I'm pretty content
x. Current Music - none ;[
x. Current Taste - Friut Snacks that I just had
x. Current Hair - up
x. Current Annoyance - a lot of people...gah
x. Current Smell - Fruit Snacks
x. Current thing I ought to be doing - sleeping
x. Current Desktop Picture - =well its a school computer so its pretty blue
x. Current Favorite Group - no se
x. Current Book - none
x. Current DVD In Player - well I watched Pirates of the Carribean the other night, but I took it out...so honestly nothing
x. Current Refreshment - pop
x. Current Worry - well where shall I begin...where will I come up with money to go to school? where am I gonna go to school? what if my padres won't let me go where I want? what if they won't let me go back up to sioux city? gah how am i gonna do my hair for work? why won't Sam answer his phone? .........and thie list goes on and on
x. Current Crush - Sam...and I think we've been over it
x. Current Favorite Celebrity - no
Favorite..
x. Drink - Dr. Pepper
x. Color - pink and blue
x. Shoes - sandles
x. Candy - skittles or fruit snacks
x. TV Show - Full house, saved by the bell, cali dreams
x. Movie - Dirty dancing, Finding Nemo..gah
x. Dance- I love pom dancing, and tap
x. Music - anything
Are you..
x. Understanding - yeah, pry more than I should be
x. Open-minded - yeah
x. Insecure - oh yeah
x. Interesting - como? I suppose
x. Hungry - nah
x. Friendly - yah..to most people
x. Smart - I work on it
x. Moody - very.
x. Childish - I'm trying to get over it
x. Independent - yeah
x. Hard working - absolutely
x. Organized - yeah
x. Healthy - actually...probably not, but thats something no one knows or would understand
x. Emotionally Stable - for this moment
x. Shy - around people I don't know absolutely
x. Difficult - definitely, when I can be
x. Bored Easily - sometimes
x. Thirsty - yah
x. Responsible - yeah
x. Sad - kinda...but only when I think about it
x. Happy - for the moment
x. Trusting - yes
x. Talkative - yeah
x. Unique - yeah
x. Needy -yeah
Who do you want to..
x. Slap - someone, i pry better not say
x. Be like - myself
x. Talk to offline - Sam...morningside sam
On you..
x. How do you describe yourself - unique
On friends..
x. Best Friend(s) - Liz, Sam..morningside sam, Shauna
x. Friend(s) you go to for advice - Liz, Todd, Shauna
x. Friend(s) you have the most fun with - omg, this weekend was absolutely the most fun Ive had in so long!
x. Friend(s) you've dreamt about - I dream about band kids a lot, and sears folk..so most of them
On preferences..
x. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate - chocolate milk
x. McDonalds or Burger King - Burger King
x. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend - lover
x. Sweet or sour - sweet
x. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper - Dr. Pepper
x. Sappy/action/comedy/horror - Action, Sappy, Comedy, Horror
x. Cats or dogs - Dogs
x. Ocean or Pool - Ocean
x. Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheesier - cheesier
x. With or without ice-cubes -depends on what I'm drinking, pop and koolaid are nasty with ice
x. Shine or rain - shine, rain makes me depresssed, although its raining right now and i'm muy contenta
x. Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring - Summer, Spring
x. Vanilla or Chocolate - Chocolate
x. Snowboarding or skiing - how about someone teaches me to rollerblade, and we'll call it good
x. Cake or cookies - ice cream cake
x. Cereal or toast - cereal
x. Gloves or mittens - gloves
x. Eyes open or closed - open
x. Fly or breathe under water - breathe under water
x. Bunk bed or water bed - water bed
x. Chewing gum or hard candy - gum
x. Motor boat or sailboat - motor boat.motor boat turn around...lmao i love that game
x. Lights on or off - off
What's your favorite..
x. Number - 3
x. Holiday - Christmas ..birthday :]
x. Radio station - no
x. Place - my room, band room, sears
x. Flower - Pink roses
x. Scent - LMAO Nick from work..hahaha you smelll......like burger king......hahahaha
so how fun! I have worked so much this week! but its fun, i won't lie. Nick, and Liz, and Shauna have been there, so at least i'm not working with the old crabby ladies. and how cool is this, I got Sam's number from work, he works in the back! so thats exciting. And Nick and I are getting along really well! Other than that nothing is new, I had an interview at Dana College last weekend and that went awesome, and I'm going to simpson and morningside the next two weekends, so thats awesome. Fun and awesome. I get to see Sam at morningside, haha he's trying to takl Stephanie into letting me go with him and his friends to a party that night, so that'll be fun. So, I have school till 2 and work at 230 till 6 then dance till 10...gah, how busy! But its fun, and I'm keeping up so far! so far....but its all good. Anyway, Class is almost over, so you have fun, and I'm out